Late Night Posting

Insomnia, I heard that's what people called when they often hard to sleep in the night. I myself don't call myself had an insomnia. I don't know, this only happens when I had some stress or there's something in mind or maybe I need some fresh air. Or maybe not one of those things. In time, I just figured it out don't know where it come from. Hehe.

Couple days before, few of my relatives asking me this question "What's wrong with you? Why a person like you don't have a job? Is there's no one to hire a talented person like you?". I don't want to get cocky but I'm not that talented. I think, if I don't get a job until now it means I didn't have a permission to work in some company. Desperate? Yes I am. Why I don't have any job right now maybe it's because I don't have any certification  or license of all my skills. No need to explain that because I got them from my spontaneous action. For example, I got my driving license because I was obsessed of revenge and it also lead me to ride some "vehicles", I got the ability to interprets some graph test in psycho-test because I want to learn from my colleagues and they don't mind sharing their skills and many more. If we talking about certification, to be honest, I only have a copy of my senior high school graduation certificate. I can't continue my college for some reason. Yup this is my consequences, I must face it.

Yeah what the hell, with a job or with no job I still can continue my live. Maybe it's time to create something, I don't know what it is but I'm on it.

I got a music you might enjoy.