Just Realize That I'm a Weird Guy

Once again don't ask about how I wrote this because I, myself don't have the answer for that. Hehehe...

It was began 10 years ago maybe when I succeed tuning up my first machine. Not big, it was only 1.3L engine 4 cylinders inline with 24 valve. It was just an ordinary machine but I made it to reach the maximum performance (maybe, because that's what the other mechanics told me with a prove from dyno test machine). What I do was not much, only resizing the head cylinders, valve, and a little bit polish the head cylinder to smooth it up and I'm not forget to replace the rotor with a titanium based. Oh and the springs to. I still remember how it roars, and how it BLOWS!!! Pity thou, because that's the first time I felt calm. Sounds of roaring engine that makes my nerves tremble and yet after that makes me so calm just like after having an orgasm. Please keep your mind straight ok?

Todays machine filled up with computers and a lot of systems. Yeah the main purpose is to optimize the efficiency of an engine. Hm, maybe I just a traditional guy who likes engines just like an individual. Without computer and with no advanced system. But when I on my way home today, I heard a car that the engine roars like when I remembered. It's an old corolla with not much modification at the body, but the engine roars just like when I tuned up my own engine. I don't know what is inside the hood, just guessing inside my mind. But damn! Why must a toyota!!! I hate toyota!!!

But I admit, the sounds makes me so calm until when I got home I can easily sleep. Not for long time, only for few minutes (around 15 - 30 minutes) and when I wake up I feel very refreshed. Damn, what a machine!!! The rev up and down so fast and probably the speedometer won't catch the rpm. Ah I miss those sounds. And that makes me think, I'm a weird guy! Yeah wth, as long I enjoy it that won't matter.

Oh btw, I'm jobless again. Again!!! Yes again...

"Ass Back Home"
(feat. Neon Hitch)

[Neon Hitch - Chorus]
I don’t know, where you’re going
Or when you’re coming home
I left the keys under the mat to our front door
For one more chance to hold you close
I don’t know, where you’re going
Just get your ass back home

[Travie McCoy]
We both knew this type of life didn’t come with instructions
So I’m trying to do my best to make something out of nothing
And sometimes it gets downright shitty in fact
When you call and I don’t even know what city I’m at
Or what day of the week in the middle of the month
In a year I don’t recall
It’s like my life’s on repeat and the last time we spoke
I told you I wouldn’t be long,
That was last November, now December’s almost gone
I’d apologize but I don’t realize what I’m doing wrong

[Chorus]
I don’t know, where you’re going
Or when you’re coming home
I left the keys under the mat to our front door
For one more chance to hold you close
I don’t know, where you’re going
Just get your ass back home

[Travie McCoy]
And you’ve been nothing but amazing
And I never take that for granted
Half of these birds would have flew the coop
But you, you truly understand it
And the fact you stood beside me,
Every time you heard some bogusness
You deserve a standing o ‘cause they’d a just been over it
Let 'em talk, let 'em talk, let 'em talk, let 'em talk
Like we don’t hear what they saying
Let 'em walk, let 'em walk, let 'em walk, let 'em walk
We’ll just drive by and keep waving
Cause you and I above all that
Just let them wallow in it
Now they all choked up, yuck
Cause they be swallowing it

[Chorus]
I don’t know, where you’re going
Or when you’re coming home
I left the keys under the mat to our front door
For one more chance to hold you close
I don’t know, where you’re going
Just get your ass back home

No one hold me down like you do sweetheart
You keep doing that, I keep doing this
We’ll be alright in the end
Trust that
We put the us in trust, baby
Aww, let’s go

I don’t care what you’re after
As long as I’m the one, no
I don’t care why you’re leaving
You’ll miss me when you’re gone

[Chorus]
I don’t know, where you’re going
Or when you’re coming home
I left the keys under the mat to our front door
For one more chance to hold you close
I don’t know, where you’re going
Just get your ass back home.

Dear GOD, 

Please forgive this sinful sheep who always dare to do something that you've already banned.
And please pray for me (if You don't mind) so I can get the right job as soon as possible
so that I can fulfill my role here on this earth and also make my own way to my own home.

Thanks Man, You're The Best of All.